From the past, to the end...

If nobody tried to do something

Nothing will be changed

Always try my best but...just gone

Good bye, all

Randy Pausch was a professor of Computer Science, Human Computer Interaction, and Design at Carnegie Mellon University. A lovely family with three little children and his wife, they were satisfied to get together. Unfortunately, he was diagnosed pancreatic cancer in summer of 2006. The medical odyssey began. He turned out to be the minority of patients who could benefit form “Whipple Operation”. In this surgery, doctor removed not only the tumor, but his gallbladder, a third of his pancreas, a third of his stomach, and several feet of his small intestine. In January of 2007, he went home to Pittsburgh and his CT scans showed no cancer. Then the reaper came to his life silently. Doctor said once the metastasis occurs that there is no way to entirely cure the cancer even do a liver transplant, “You probably have three to six months of good health.”

Last December, I chanced the wonderful man in Youtube. I watched a brief video and it showed the professor was giving a lecture, his last lecture. He was dying. Although it was about three minutes, I burst into tears and I couldn’t think suddenly. The only memory of that moment I just kept crying and wiped my tears until I wanted to know his more information recently. After crying, I watched the whole video, it’s not only talked about his life also he shared how does he achieved his childhood dreams. From that time, I made the decision that will definitely affect my whole life in the future time. I wanted to be a perfect guy like him, even better than him. And I cried again and again.